Tumblr is my blog where I go to vent off whatever pisses me off during the day, so what I posted prior is a perfect example. As usual, when someone is mad, they can’t think straight and that’s exactly what happened to me. I was just hearing too much trash talk recently, and, put together with last year, I ended up exploding and creating a disaster. I already pissed off three friends with that, and I’ve sincerely apologized as best as I could. Text really isn’t enough but it’s all I can do. I don’t want to lose those who I’m close with over something like this, and I’m taking all the blame. What I did was terrible, and to make sure it doesn’t happen again I’m thinking of not joining the last BOTC this year. Because of the past few hours, I’ve come to realize that stuff like this shouldn’t happen over rankings in some school competition, because each and every class knows how much effort and time they put into their own creations, which is why everyone is defensive about their class. When rankings become included, why should our perspective change about class unity? Being the best in the school doesn’t matter, because by being a participant you know that being the best in you is what does.
